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Can someone take this picture and write "Happy Holidays" on it in blinkie green and red letters?
I'd be vert greatful if someone would. Usually when I make a requets here no one makes the icon. :(
Thanks in advance! :D
-x-marina-x-
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I FUCKIN LIVE IN FUCKIN HELLLLLLLLLL!
MY MOM IS FUCKIN YELLING AT ME CUZ I'M FUCKIN ON THE FUCKIN COMP!!!!
SHE'S GET OFF AND I SAID NO CUZ IT'S MINE AND I NEED TO USE IT AND SHE SAID FINE, WE'RE NOT GOING TO GET YOUR EYEBROWS DONE TODAY?
WTF?!
i can't take her yelling at me and she doesn't want to yell at me so i might as well go and die in some corner.
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[Jul 5, 2002 - 1:15 am] |
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Well lets see. Last week was the last week of school. My last week in elementry school. Very emotional week for me and my friends.
Let's see, Monday was grad peperation. We built the arch out of balloons. In the afternoon Cass and I went shopping w/ John Bob 4 stuff for the grad dance. It was fun. We missed the whole afternoon of skewl.
Tuesday was the grad dance. It was fun. I had to walk around in heels though and I was wearing a skirt w/ a pretty top. All morning we set up and after lunch we finished setting up. I had allot of fun at the dance. It was nice, it was candle lit too. I danced with Rex, Jim and Dennis for slow dances. I missed a couple since I was in the bathroom w/ Cass since she was crying over daniel.
Wednesday was the grad ceremony. It went pretty well. Another day i had to wear a skirt. Oh well. Not like i mind wearing a skirt. I got the tropie for outstanding citizen. That was a new award so yeah. It was for all my leadership in the school. So yeah. We didn't do anything after grad but that night Janelle came over 2 the building since she was at her grandmothers house. I met her cuz. I can;'t remember his name though. He's from Boston. He's cute too! lol.
Thrusday, the last day of school. Well that was pretty fun. We spent most of the time cleaning and listening to music though. After recess all the girls piled up on the couch and just sat there talking and giving everyone group hugs. When we were hugging daniel he fell on top of us. It was hilarious. After school I went and saw linda and we went to the school to watch the b-ball game. I didn't play cuz I didn't feel like it. We just sat with cassidy and watched. After the game we all got ice cream cake. Misty, Linda, Ligia and I brought a peice up to Burt and we hanged in the class w/ him and listened to music. Dan and Ahn came for a little while too. After that Linda and I went to ligia's and hanged out there. We had glow sticks so we put on techno music, went into the bathroom, turned off the lights and started dancing in there. It was hilarious.
Um...saturady i went to Cristina's house for a BBQ with my mom. It was pretty fun. I as on the comp most of the time though. My mom and Cristina are tryin to find me a job lol. Linda and I are gonna go job hunting one day. haha.
Sunday i just stayed home and hung out with linda, daniel and ilia at night. It was pretty fun like always.
Monday i was woken up at 9am just to go to main street with my mom, roselyn, brandon and his grandmother. It was okay. I got to suit thingys from Sunny's Bridal Gallery. I got a purple one and a black one. Angie, her bor and her mom were at main street too. I hung out with her while everyone else was shopping. After that I had to go to a pooja. It was okay. I was stuck w/ a teenie bopper know it all tho. I actually wasn't at the pooja. I was downstairs with the girl in the building lobby.
Tuesday, i went to kidsafe. All the grade 7's who returned the form in late are now vonunteers. It was an okay day. Ligia and I left @ 1pm and went to see linda. we wacthed tv @ her house and then we went to the park and laid in the grass listenin 2 music.
Yesteday i went back 2 main street with my mom to buy shoes for my cuzins engagment party. And yeah i hung out with friends as usual. Even tho i'm sick. blah.
Today i just stayed home. I didn't feel like going anywher plus being sick does that 2 u. Tomorrow Angie, her bro and brandon are commin over. It should be fun. I dunno.
well i better go,
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[Jun 26, 2002 - 7:26 am] |
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I'm sorry i haven't updated.
My life right now SUCKS
that is all
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| About my last update, if anyone will read this. *doubts it* |
[Jun 7, 2002 - 9:48 pm] |
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Well last night at about 12am some guy came knocking on my door and ringing the doorbell. I was like wtf?! The guy wanted to come in but my mom or i wouldn't open the door. We call the cops so we would go away. They came and took him away. It was really freakin scary.
Well on Wednesday there was a black out. It was cool but i was doing my homework on the comp and it went off. It was kinda freaky. The phones were working though so Linda called me. Ilia and daniel found out what happened. Apperently some guy crash into the power line right by my building abd there was some green explosion. All the smoke detecors started 2 go off. Daniel was all grumpy and went to bed with the smoke detecors on. Linda, ilia and I stayed in my yard till 1am lighting candles. It was sooooo fun!
The next day i went 2 skewl and i was late. Stupid power outage. The power didn't come back on till like 5am. Thrusday was pretty good. We made models out of playdoh and toothpicks all afternoon. After skewl ligia and i went 4 pizza and then went 2 linda's house. We hung out and stuff. When we went 2 go drop ligia off. We went 2 the skewl after and saw cole and alex playin b-ball with swan and precious. I went and saw kay cuz he was there and we were lokin at her kick ass shoes! Then we saw geona and linda and i started 2 talk to her. We started yelling "Alex you have a nice butt and cole 2" we ran away laughing. We did that cuz we were watching them play and alex's shirt went up and you could see his boxers. -laughs-
After that Linda and I went 2 commercial drive w/ my mom 2 guy furits and shit 4 mah party. It was fun. We went 2 some stores and looked at clothes too.
After that we went 2 the skewl again and hung out there for awhile and swung on the swings. It was fun and we saw two really hit guys there. hehe.
Then we went back 2 the building and sat outside. I had 2 go buy eggs at safeway and we saw Daniel and ilia so they came with Linda and I. Most of the times we just sat there reading magazines. When I was paying 4 the eggs the chaiser was like what are the eggs for? a project and i was like i dunno. I found it weird. Oh well. When I was walkin out i saw lien. I haven;t seen her since the PNE. I can't believe she works at safeway lol. Not that it's bad or anything.
After we came back we went to petro and bought slurpees. We wwalked by the skewl 2 to see if any1 was there. No one was really. Just some sk8rs we didn't kno.
After we started playing with fire. Fire is fun. We burned ship bags and play with candles. Candles and fire is fun! Very fun!
Um...today we still were building the models. Genoa, Naomi and I built a pryamid. It was pretty kewl. Most of the grade sixes went 2 some play. It was pretty fun. All the first nations students were gettin ready 4 their grad @ brit. hehe.
They went 2 the grad and visions went to playdium. It was sooo fun. I payed DDR sooo many times. I love it there. hehe.
After we got back ligia janelle and i played on the swings till like 4pm. After i went home and went outside at like 8:30pm. We were playing with fire gain. It was just linda, daniel and i though. It was pretty fun. I had 2 go in though:-( I have 2 get ready 4 mah party 2morrow! woo!
hehe. Better go. This entery is long enough!
byee!
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Well i went to hoop it up all weekend. It was allot of fun. Yesterday we left and 9:30am and I got back at like 6:00pm. My team lost all 3 games but it was okay. There was allot of fun stuff 2 do there. Like the dunk pit and stuff like that.
We got tons of free stuff. Like gum, t-shirts, chains, posters, blah blah blah. We went to lunch at Burger King. Everyone wa playing in the play palace. It's was hilarious!
After burger king we walked around the hoop it up place and then went back there for slurpees. After that we had 2 game and then we went to the guys' game. They guys almost won. It was pretty close.
After that we left and I just hanged out at home and stuff. Pretty boring.
Today we left at 10:15am. I got there early so i played a bit of b-ball with Chester and Randy since they were there. Cassidy and Jesse picked us up and then we went to hoop it up. The girls played a game as soon as we got there.
Genoa's big sista came down and she gave Genoa and I gatorade. Then Mrs.Krause bought Kim, Genoa and I ice tea. We watched the boys' game, which they won and then thr girlz went to lunch w/ Jesse. We went to Subway today. We were walking back and I was walking by Jesse and it's like my shorts are falling. I started laughing sooooo much!
After we watched the guys play there game but they lost. Swan and I were at the court were Hastings skewl was playing and watched them and talked 2 sum guy named Neil. After their game Kim, Genoa and I played 3 on 1 against Randy. After that we had to leave:(
When I got home my mom told me that my cuz chantel (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) miachan) talked for like 2 hrs. It was pretty fun. After that Cristina called and we decided 2 go 2 spider-man. It rocked! hehe.
After that i hanged with Linda and Ilia. We were sooooo hyper. I was loosing it like always. lmao.
well g2g. skewl 2morrow:-(
night!
--mena
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ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUS ABUSIVEIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE ABUSIVE The whole damn world is abusive i tell ya!!!!!!!!!!!!
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heheheh i luv kelly she's great!!!!!!!
soooooooo is brandy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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TODAY IS THE MOST SLOWEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>:-O
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
WHY?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I WANNA GO HOME! BUT I CAN'T! STUPID BASKETBALL PRACTICE!!!!! GRRRR!!!!
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Saturday was pretty fun. I went to get my eyebrows re-done. While I was waiting the person who did hair was talking about some funny shit with me and the girl in the chair. It was really fun but i forgot what we're saying.
I'm gonna get my hair highlighted! woo! I'm gettin it done on Thrusday when I have my pro-d.
Last night ilia lit a fire cracker! it was fun but then i think ppl heard it lol. After that we all started playing with macthes. Fire is fun but not safe!
MY B-DAY IS IN 7 DAYS! WOOO! I can't wait! Daniel and Ilia are burning me CD's for my b-day. yay! I have to give them the lists soon.
i g2g i haven't ate yet.
bye bye!
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[May 24, 2002 - 11:12 pm] |
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well nothing much as really been going on. Long weekend was nice. I hung out with friends mostly, that kinda stuff.
The week has gone by soo fast. I can't belive it. I mean it's May 24th 2002! so freaking fast. My b-day is like 8 or 9 days!!!! WOO! 13! Grad is comming up soon too! I can't wait for that. Expect the dance is gonna b in the day time cuz last year we shut it down a hour early. We're ordering pizza's and stuff.
I'm going to Hoop it Up on June 1st and 2nd(my b-day). It should be cool. I'm planning my b-day party still. It's gonna be on the 8th though. I wanted to go to big sisters camp but i can't cuz it's on dat weekend. I don't think Janelle will b able to come to by b-day cuz she's going:-(
I spent most of the day with her and Linda today. It was fun. We hung at my house and blasted music really really loud and started dancing around. It's was fun. Ligia, Linda and I were suppose to rent Star Wars Episode 1 since we want to see Episode 2. Ligia never showed up cuz she left from skewl at like 11am.
Um...i wanted to update like last week or the week before that about when Linda, Ligia and I went arounf town. It was cool. We went to Buger Kinf on Main, then Metro, then the skewl and back to my house.
Last satruday i went hung with Ligia and Linda all day. It was really fun. We were in my room listening to music and ligia and Linda heard a door open and thought it was mine. They thought someone was robbing my house! So we ran into my mom's room where a one of the phones are. Linda started barking like a dog to scare the person. I grabbed a knife my mom put under the bed 4 protection. I start walking down stairs and Ligia pushes linda, she falls and the knife hits her. She didn't get cut though. I went downstairs and NO ONE was there. I ran back upstairs and Ligia was in a corner and it looked like she was crying. I tolder ligia and linda that it was someone nest door opening their door and we could hear it cuz my window was open.
We ran to Linda's house and hung out there till like 9:30pm. Then Linda and I dropped Ligia off and went back to Linda's. My mom went to Linda's house and she started talking to her mom. Linda and I were listening to their convo. I left there at like 10:45pm or something.
Well that's it fot this entery.
night!
-mena
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| My Crazy Friday! |
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Well yesterday was a very good day for me. TESTING IS OVER!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!
At recess Casandra, Genoa, Swan and I were hanging on the third floor were we aren;t suppose to be and then teachers were comming so we ran towards the doors at the end of the hall. We ran 2 the second floor and they were kids there and the little kids started walking down stairs and a teacher saw them. The little kids said there were 4 gurls upstairs so we ran threw the second floor to the other stairs and started walking downstairs. SWan and Casandra went another way. When we almost got 2 the bottom of the stairs we heard like 3 teachers. Genoa and I ran to the 2nd floor and 2 the other stairs and got out of the building.
Then we started yelling "Click Click" around the skewl so we could find Janelle, Ligia and Jillian. (we say click click when we want our clique to come 2gether.)
After recess people from Amercia came to tour the skewl and I was one of the tour guides. It was actually pretty fun. Minus having to go 2 the parent portable. That was boring. I had to say so much about the skewl. We went into classrooms, the comp lab, the gym, lunchroom, library ect.
After that was lunch and then we went to visions. Janelle, Ligia and I only stayed till 1:30. We went to Ligia's anf chilled there. We watched music videos and talked mostly.
After that we went to go buy freezes. After we bought them we went down to the skewl. Carlos, Genoa and some other people were there.
Janelle and I were on the swings and we were wating Carlos and Ligia at the north portable. Janelle was crawling up the hill tryin to get a better look of waht's going on. She was watching and then she rolled down the hill. Then she crawled back up. It was obvious that they could see her. I had to sit at the swings pertending I was talking to her. I juts started singing instead.
After we all went up to my building were Linda, Daniel and Ilia were sitting. We all sat at the benchs. We were all talking and stuff.
Janelle had to leave so we all dropped her off. Ligia had to leave also. After they left we walked back up to my building.
Daniel left to go 2 some lake and Ilia and I played big two while we talked to Linda and Carlos.
Carlos finially left and Ilia, Linda and I went for pizza. We came back to the building and ate there. Linda got really really hyper and she couldn;t stop laughing. Then she kept asking Ilia if she could ride his bike and he kept saying know. She was like begging. I started laughing soooo much.
Then Ilia got this idea to play strip poker and we played. We only took off stuff like watches and jewelery. Linda lost badly. She lost her shoes, necklaces, sweater and pants. (she was wearing shorts underneath)
A little while after Daniel came back and we went to the store and got candy. Then we walked to the skewl to see if Cole and Alex were there but they weren't. So we walked back up and hanged out.
I had to leave but they were sitting in my yard and I was at my window. I was blasting music from my window. Then we tried to see who could not talk for ten minutes. Daniel lost. Then he threw a shoe at my door and they started running to Ilia's house. They came back again and Linda was throwing things up to my window like brooms so Ilia and Daniel wouldn't hit her with them. I think that was why neways.
Then Linda tried to climb some tree which didn't really have branches you could actually climb on to get up.
After everyone went home and Linda knocked on my door. She said she lost her keys and her mom wasn't home. That was around like 10 or something.
Linda and I looked everywhere in the building. We went to the store and down by the skewl with flash lights to see if we could find them.
We couldn't find them so we went to my house and watched TV. Linda's mom came and she told her. The her mom and my mom started talking and Linda and I started laughing.
Um...that's pretty much it. Oh and Linda did find her keys. They were inside Ilia's house. When they ran from my mom they were leaning aganist his door and he opened it and they fell out.
Well I'm off.
Night everyone!
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well the week has gone pretty fast.
So much testing going on. I'm happy 2morrow is the last one.
Monday after skewl Jillian, Genoa, Ligia, Janelle and I raided a 24hr store. It was sooo much fun! We made up a cilque for the 5 of us.
After that we went 2 gurlz night out and played baseball till 5. It was prettty fun but we all got lazy near the end.
Tuesday wa the same ol same ol'. Went to visions after skewl. It was pretty fun. At 6pm Linda and I went down to the skewl to meet Jillian and Janelle. We hung out with them and Carlos till like 7.
When Linda and i got back 2 ths building we went for pizzza and came back. Daniel and Ilia came outside and Daniel kept saying he wanted to watch Dude, Where's my car. He wanted Ilia, Linda and I to help pay for it. It didn't really matter since we never ended up watching it.
Yesterday was a pretty good day. Ligia asked Burt for gum in class and he gave it to me adn Ligia, even though gum is banned in the skewl. Then Thomas saw and I had 2 give him a peice. I tried to give the gum back 2 burt but he said hold on to it. Ligia, Thomas and I just ended up taking aother peice of gum since there was 3 peices left.
After skewL Jillian, Ligia, Genoa and I went to Petro Canada to get slurpees. Jillian bought us all xtra large slurpees and Genoa and I a bag of chips. After we went abck 2 the skewl anf chilled there.
Today nothing really happened. At lunch Janelle, Ligia, Genoa, Jillian and I went in the changing room so Janelle could do her homework with out any innperuptions. Somebody saw someone comming and we all ran into the shower stalls and hide there for like 5 minutes. Then we got out and tried to run out the door but Mrs.Krause saw us and we ran the other way. We all freaked out when we saw her.
We ran outside and somehow got sepperated. Janelle and I were walking around the skewl with Rex's cell and playing the samba ring tone on his cell and dancing. It was really funny. Finially we all got together and the bell rang.
After skewl I was waiting for Janelle and Thomas was standing by his desk. Then he started patting his belt. Janelle and I both looked down and he had a boner. After he left we were both like ew ew ew ew ew. *shudders*
Then I went shopping with my mom. I got pairs of jeans, a shirt, a neckalce and a braclet. I don't know how long I spent at Metro but now my feet really really hurt:-(
um....what else is there 2 update about.
Oh!! Lisa isn;t my shaddow anymore!! She doesn't follow me around. Thank god. Everyone thinks she's an annoying bitch. I actually found the note I wrote 2 someone in my pocket 2dai and she alomst saw it. I threw it to Ligia and she gave it 2 thomas and they both agreed with me.
Well I better go, this update so long that no one will read it.
night
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This weekend was veru fun. Yesteday I went to get my eyebrows done. That's was okay. It hurt like always. But I'm getting use to the pain.
At 6:30 Linda came over and we hanged out outside. We started playin tennis too. It was pretty fun.
After that we went down to the school for a minute and saw Swan and Ligia. Swan got stuck on the roof of the skewl. It was funny. Then we went up to my place and hanged there. Ligia went home and Swan, Linda and I hanged out. We talked about stuff and did a lot of laughing.
Swan and I were yelling "Daniel wants to l-l-lick you from your head to your toes, he wants to move to the bed d-d-down to the floor. He uh uh make it so good you don't wanna leave. He wants to know what's your f-f-fantasy!" at Ilia. It was funni.
Swan went home and like 9:45pm and Linda and I stayed out till like 10:15pm.
Today I didn't go anywhere in the day. I felt like chillin at home.
At 7pm Linda came over and we went to the skewl to see if anyone was there. We saw Ligia and her mom drive by. Ligia came to the skewl with us too.
We saw Swan there and we stayed there 4 a few minutes.
Ligia, Linda and I went back to the buildin and hanged there.
Us three were wearing silver rings and now we're ring sistas.
We were walking to the skewl and Ligia, Linda and I couldn't stop laughing. It looked like we were crazy people. Then some guy yelled "Mother fucker!" and looked at us. So we started runnin into Janelle's building. We hide there for like 5 minutes. We checked if she was home but she wasn't.
We got closer 2 the skewl and Swan was calling us. Ligia is like lets ignore her. So we just did for no reason. We couldn't stop laughing as we walked up the street.
We went into ligia's building and sat inside for awhile. Then we went to Jillian's to see if she could come and hang with us but she couldn't.
So we walked towards to skewl again. Swan started to run up the hill to see us and we ran back to Ligia's building. Ligia was tryin to open the door but she couldn't. It was funny.
We finally got in and sat by the mail boxes. Ligia had to go, so Linda and I started to walk home. The Swan started to talk to us and we started to talk to her.
Linda and I walked up to our building and she walked home. Then Daniel, Ilia and Ljubisa were sitting on the benches and they were like where's Linda?
Ilia and I went to go get her so we could hang. We got her and then we hanged at the benches. Then Ljubisa left and a little while after Daniel did.
Linda, Ilia and I went to the little park in the building and sat there and talk. After a while we all went home.
Well my weekend was over all good. Tomorrow is skewl bleh. Goverment testing alll week.
well g2g.
night!
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| I AM SOO CONFUSED PPL I NEED HELP PLZZ GIVE ME SOME ADVICE |
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arrr okay for one this is Iigia marina's friend arrrr i dnt feel right i jut hooked up with a really good friend(if u can believe that) and i am not so certain about it because well i am not sure whether or not i wanna be with him right now. Now at this point in my life i need someone to just depend on and make things better and well i am not sure if thats why i said yes to him when he asked me out cuz i like him but i am not sure if i were at a better place in my life if i would have still said yes and the thing that bugs me is the fact that he isn't acting like i want him to act and the way i need him to act and i feel bad cuz i am looking to other guys for comfort and well just general flirting to make me feel better and i am really confused right now sooo arrr i wish i could find a guy that would jut make me feel the way i wanna feel and the thing is i found this guy that made me feel just wonderful and well i basiclly screwed that up cuz i lost his trust and he said he loved me but now he forgave me but i am too afraid to ask whether or not he still feels the same way arrr i am sooo confused i need someone but i am not sure who cuz i think i was in luv with the guy who's trust i lost but i think he still likes me but wat if he dsnt i am gonna make a fool out of myself
and well i dnt wanna sound as though i am using the guy but thats how if feel and i am not sure if i should break up with him:( and well i dnt wanna hurt him but i need someone who i can depend on
LOOK PEOPLE I NEED ADVICE AND IF U HAVE ANY ADVICE FOR ME JUST ADD A COMENT ONTO MARINA'S THING SO SHE CAN FORWARD IT TO ME PLZZZ!
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